i almost forgot about this dying blog till i came across hazel's.
its been 3 months. cant believe the year is coming to an end again.
SIP is over and done with and now im gonna be a regular at Screening Room again.
These 3 months have been a huge roller coaster ride for me.
There are days when i want to just shut myself out from everyone. Just skip work and cry myself to sleep. i need my confidence booster to build me up again. :(
SIP was so-so. it was nice being back there in Gap VivoCIty again, meeting new people and getting to know those whom i've worked with even better like wendy and munir. im so glad to have ah ber and munir in gap cos they make me laugh all the time. gonna miss these 2 boys so badly.
SIP made me see everything so clearly. All these absence from me and b just make me realise how fragile i can be. i have no confidence in him, myself and us. i wish everything was simple and straight forward.
cant believe school is gonna start next week. its too fast. i wish i had more time for myself. the only place for me to have fun is at work in Screening Room. sucks to be me sometimes.
i feel lonely. the weird thing is, i have no mood to socialise and do all these catching-ups with friends. :(
;8:55 AM
amelia*
8 August 1989
punggol primary.
CHIJ SJC.
temasek poly.
Gap > Screening Room
